don't tell my mom

i think about dying a lot now
but i don't want anyone to worry about me

( it's not like i don't think people will miss me,
because i'd like to think they would )

( it's not like i don't think nobody understands me,
because i know we all have hurt )

( it's not like i don't have a good life,
because i have so many warm happy things )

it's not that i really want to die,
i just don't really want to be alive

i'm really sorry